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Take Your Meds ~ Destiel

crazy!cas stops taking his meds and his hallucinations get worse
[Disclaimer : seziure mentions and vomit]
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castiel sat on the bed, looking up as the door creaked open, he always hoped that it would be dean who walked in, his favorite nurse.

he adored meg, she was sweet and funny, but dean was just....so dean. there was no other way for castiel to explain it really, the nurse was just amazing and incredibly attractive, may he add.

"medecine time, cassie." castiel looked at meg as she spoke, holding his medecine out on a tray and he picked them up, putting the colored pills in his mouth and taking the small cafeteria juice carton off the tray, sipping it and spitting the pills into the carton.

the mental patient had be doing this for awhile now, putting the pills into his mouth but spitting them back out into the juice carton, the medecine wasn't helping much so why even take it at all?

"is dean working today?" castiel asked, voice small and raspy from how little he speaks, he either mumbles or screams, there isn't an inbetween really.

"be patient, cas. he'll get to you eventually, he's making his rounds." she smiled before leaving the room, castiel's gaze falling onto the small table in the corner of the room, staring at "lucifer" as he talked and talked, just listening to the hallucination ramble on as it was a sound he had gotten used to.

"Ya know, you're actually keeping it together better than i thought your sad little self would." he spoke as castiel laid down on his side, facing away from him and curling up somewhat, hugging himself and jumping as he heard "lucifer" start throwing mini firecrackers underneath his bed.

"you're always asking for dean, 'is dean working today?', 'is dean coming soon?', 'where's dean?'. everyone here knows you love 'im, its not hard to figure that out." hallucifer continued, making the patient blush because he didn't think he was that obvious, was he?

"just ask him out already! i mean, why not? its not like you're insane and he's your nurse and you can't ever leave this place--oh wait thats exactly why you can't." he continued and castiel blinked back tears because he knew that it was true.

he was only going to leave this place when he was dead and dean is actually right in the head, plus cas was pretty sure it was illegal, it might not be, but he had a feeling.

castiel heard the door open, staying still as the person walked in, but jumping as the door shut rather loudly.

"sorry cas, didn't mean to shut the door so hard." dean cooed and castiel sat up at the sound of his voice, the nurse sitting on the chair across from the bed.

"would it be a stupid question if i asked you how you were doing today?" the nurse asked and castiel fiddled with his fingers, looking at the table behind dean that "lucifer" was currently sitting on and drawing on the wall.

"well, lucifer is currently drawing a penis on the wall and mocking me as i speak, so its better than usual." castiel spoke and dean chuckled slightly, the "devil" was drawing a dick on the damn wall.

"dean, can i ask you a question?"

"fire away, cas"

"is it...wrong if i love a guy?"

"of course not cas, love who you want"

"what if that guy is someone in this hospital?" castiel asked, looking down as he spoke because he couldn't look dean in the eye as he said it, afraid that his expression would give away who he was talking about.