Vlog squad ships (one shots) (discontinued)

Underrated (Matt x Brandon)

A/N sorry everyone I forgot about this book but I'm making up for it with a long chapter so yay or should I say gay... I'll go home and in this chapter they live together so yeah

Matt's POV

I'm sick of it... every day I have to see him with that whore and cry myself to sleep knowing that I can't have him.

Yes I mean Brandon... he's always bringing that one Stacy bitch home with him and it's hard to be in a room next to his listening to them fuck all of the time

If it's not obvious I have a crush on him and he doesn't know... at least I think

I make up for it by having 'girlfriends' over like Olivia (does anyone remember that vlog?) but I just don't have a connection with them and I can't even act attracted to them but I still manage to pull it off

I'm on the couch and they come in from a date they went on I guess and I'm casually scrolling through his Instagram but being me I panicked and dropped my phone on the carpet revealing I'm looking at the picture of him in a bikini that he did for a joke post but I actually liked it but thankfully he's looking away but bitch face is looking right at it

I pick up my phone real quick and my face starts feeling warm and I'm red of embarrassment "oh sorry did we scare you?" He asked me sounding sincere and caring but I could only pay attention to his sexy voice
"y-yeah I'm fine" I smile not knowing what else to do

He leaves to go to the restroom and Stacy approaches me

"Listen here Matt Queen... he's mine and he won't ever like you so I would back off because you don't even have a chance" she tells me with an evil smirk

"And I care what you say why? I can imagine all I want to so don't test me bitch" I walked away and 'accidentally' pulled out one of her extensions on the way to my room

I pass Brandon in the hall and he looks at me and smiles and I feel my face get hot and a blush creeps on my cheeks as I look away and walk into my room

I close my door, flop on my bed and sigh because I don't have a chance with him and Stacy was right... maybe

I hear the front door open and close and I think they left again so I decide to let it all out and cry my eyes out and hug my pillow like there is no tomorrow

I hear my bedroom door open and he walks in and I quickly wipe my tears away and sit up "Hey" I casually say

"W-what are you doing here?" I ask "I heard you crying and I wanted to know if you were okay" he said and came and sat on my bed next to me

"I'm fine" I'm not fine "are you sure?" He came closer to me and put his hand on my thigh as a kind gesture and I nod

"T-there's something I need to tell you Brandon..." shit I screwed up but might as well say something because at worst case scenario I'll move out or even better... die yeah that's what I'm thinking

"What is it?" He has a puzzling look on his face and I tell him "I'm gay..." I look down not sure how his response would be but I feel a pair of arms wrapped around me

"You're so strong coming out to me... or anyone for that matter" he reassures me and I hug back

"Thank you so much" I say not letting go and it seems as if he plans to stay like that too

After a few minutes he pulls away
'No... please hold me' is what I'm thinking

"Is that why you were crying?" I take this as an opportunity to be petty towards the bitch aka Stacy so I shake my head no