Happily In Love {s.m} [BOOK 3]

twenty - nine

{priscilla}

We were already in Texas and today was already our show. I was excited about today's show because Shawn would finally be performing. He would finally be happy seeing his fans who he loves dearly. And I will be happy seeing that.

Because I got up so early for some odd reason I decided to go sit on the couch and just write random lyrics and sing them making my own melody for it.

"How can I live in the moment. When my thoughts never feel like my own and, don't know how to admit that I'm broken. How can I, be alright?." I sung then stopped writing more and it was sounding so good. I was happy at what I was accomplishing.

"Honey?" I hear Shawn say as he walks in and i smile at him.

"Good morning." I say as he sits next to me then forces my legs over his lap.

"Good morning...are you okay?" He asks.

"Yes, I'm okay Shawn. I'm happy." I respond. "Why?"

"Well you left the bed to write lyrics and i couldn't help but listen to your song." He says rubbing my thigh.

"I mean I'm exhausted, but I'm okay." I say.

"Then why'd you get up so early?" He asks.

"I thought that writing lyrics would make me feel better since it usually does." I say.

"So you aren't okay...Priss you can tell me." He says.

"It's nothing you should be worried about Shawn trust me. I'm just mentally and emotionally exhausted." I say.

"Baby that is something I should be worried about. Have you told anyone how you are feeling!?" He says with a concerning tone. "Do you need to go see a doctor?"

"No, it's not that serious where I need to see a doctor. I haven't told anyone because I just don't want to cancel a show. I already left one part of the tour. Shawn I'm okay, really I just need to catch up on sleep. I promise i don't want you worrying since you're performing tonight." I tell him as I move my lyric book and pen and grab his face with my hands on his cheeks.

"You have to take today off. I will argue with Andrew if I have to. I don't care I'm not going to have my girlfriend working like a dog when her mental health is not okay." He says.

"Aw shawn I know you would. But please don't babe. I'll be able to rest soon." I say as I kiss his lips and pull apart stroking my thumb on his soft cheek going across his scar that he got from shaving. "this is so adorable."

"What?" He asks.

"Your little scar. When Karen told me I couldn't stop laughing." I say while touching it and he rolls his eyes.

"Very funny." And he moves my hand away from his face.

Then Andrew pops into our bus. "Good morning you two." He says.

"Morning." We reply.

"So because the concert is now starting earlier. We have to have meet and greet also soundcheck earlier." He explains.

"What time does it start?" Shawn asks.

"At 5:30." He responds.