MW!Tom x depressed! artist! reader

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OK frist of this is what I'll call the different aus for Eddsworld
Mattsworld= MW
Tomsworld= TW
Tordsworld= TRW
TomsWorld= TW
Eddsworld= EW
And heres somemore information youll need
Y/n= Your name
Y/l/n= Your last name
Y/m/n= your middle name
H/l= hair length
H/c= hair color
F/f= favorite food
S/f/f= second favorite food
F/d= favorite drink
S/f/d= second favorite drink
F/f/c= first favorite color
S/f/c= second favorite color
T/f/c= third favorite color
T/f/p= type of pet
T/a/h= Favorite animal hybrid (just in case!)
F/t/s= favorite tv show
F/m= favorite movie
F/a=Favorite animal
F/t/t/d= favorite thing to do
Y/f/m= your favorite music
F/t/d/w= favorite thing to draw with
Y/p/n= Your pets name
And P.O.V means point of view by the way ok lest get started! And p.s this has self harm so if your not the one to like self harm and swearing I would request leaving NOW!
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Y/n P.O.V
   I lived with the guys for a month now and I have devloped a crush for Tom but we all now why would he like me!?! No one likes me Im used to being rejected by now... And my family was always pour my mom left my dad for a richer man and he had started drinking and he would abuse me but now that I left I still fell the same PAIN thats all I could feel and when I would go to school every kid I saw bullied me and every teacher teased me because of my art skills anyway let's get that out of the way I was drawing a F/a and listening to
Y/f/m though my headphones/earbuds
I was off in my own world drawing with my F/t/t/d/w the Tom came in of course me not paying attention he though the best thing to do was scare me (tom you meanie XD) so he put his hands on my shoulders and said "boo" of course that scared me you dont expect someone to do that the I say "ah! Tom you meanie!" Of course he laughed at me and said "hahaha oh you crack me up sometime Y/n anyway its time for lunch Matt sent me to come get you" I blush alittle ugh! That laugh always gets me! "O-ok" Tom smirks so I think ge saw me blush so I think 'Crap he saw it!' then tom walks out of the room closing the door behind him once he left I lightly bang my head against my f/t/t/d/w and cry then 3 minutes later I stop crying and look up at the mirror to see my eyes red same with my nose so I chill for four more minutes and then look up to the mirror to see I look like I havent been crying so I opened the door and walk down stairs to see they wear eating S/f/f I walk over and sit by tom ok of I had to admit tom somehow made me feel safe I eat in scilence not wanting to talk while everyone else chats of course Tom talks about guns Tord talks about different kinds of beer Matt talks about drawing and Edd talks about his self you see I have a T/f/p and her/his name is Y/p/n and I love her/him! And she/he has a F/c collar that says there name on the tag Y/p/n comes in the room as soon as im washing my plate/blow in the sink and then putting it in I wishle for her/him to follow me and then she/he does I walk into my room closing the door behind me and Y/p/n lays on there S/f/c bed and sleeps I continue to work on my F/a drawing and then I had the the feeling of HURTING my self I try to shake it off but I can't I look at a brand new sharpener I got and take it in hand and take out the blade and place it on my desk and look at the door and lock it I take the blade in hand and pull up my f/c sweatshirt and well I do it I watch the blood drip from my arm it wasnt a deep cut but it still hurt I put pressure on the cut (p.s life saver if you put pressure on a cut for a minute it will stop bleeding! :3) after a minute passes I take the hand of the cut and it stoped bleeding I pull down the sweatshirt and clean the blade of and then hide it I have already finished my drawing so I save it/ close the drawing book and put it away I decided to take a nap I hop in bed and sleep
~a few hours later~
I wake up to something laying besides me I look over to see Y/p/n besides me sleeping I take out my phone and look at the time 12:00 am I then hear movie sounds down stairs I say "alright its Friday so its movie night" I look at my now clearly drawing table to see a plate with F/f on it and a cup/bottle of F/d besides it and a note that says "you were sleeping when I came in to get you for dinner so I made you a plate/blow and got you a drink"
              ~Tom
I look at the note and Eat the cold F/f and drink the now warm F/d and take the plate/blow and the cup/bottle and go downstairs and sneak past the guys and put the plate/blow in the sink and the cup in the sink (if it was a bottle you'd throw it away) and try to sneak past the guys but tom sees me and gestures for me to come sit besides him so I do Little did I know it was a scary movie I watch until a jumpscare I flinch and hop in toms arms and hold on for dear life and tom blushes but then smirks I realized what Im doing and get out of tom graps then say "T-tom I-Im s-s-sorry i-it wont happened a-again!" and run out of the room going to the door slaming it shut and locking it
"Y/n!" Tom yells and runs after Me!
"Ship it" all the boys say I grab a knife I had hid in my desser just on case if intruders and take off the sweatshirt and cut all over my arms...

Tom P.O.V
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! is all I could think as I run to Y/n's room and try to open the door locked I think I bang at the door saying "Y/n open up!" Y/n voice could be heard from the other side "go away..." She says lifelessly I sigh and grab a boby pin and unlock the door to only see Y/n hands covered in her own blood and cuts all over her arms and a knife stained in her blood I gasp and say "Y/n w-why" I come in closing the door behind me she says "I said to go away" I hug her and say once again
"Y/n why? Why! Would you do this!"
She just says "everyone wants me dead"

Y/n P.O.V
I was bullied where ever I went and online Tom ask me "Y/n why? Why! Would you do this!" I then say "everyone wants me dead" he says "why? Why do you think that?"
I reply holding back my tears " because they tell me Im worthless and ugly, stupid, and that I will never be a artist and I should just died I would be doing the world a favor..." I then cry in Toms shoulder he then thats my chin and kisses me "HMP!" ten seconds later he let's go because of air lost and says " thats not true your not worthless and your beautiful and a smart young lady and your an amazing artist and if you died you wouldnt be doing a favor you would hurt me even more then you just did by running your body by cutting so please stop..." I smile and kiss him the let go and say "I promise I won't do ot again" The end!

Omg 1477 words thats the longest chapter ever! And request a new chapter pls!

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