Wink Girl ✔ || Wanna One ||

➡POV 14

She stared at him with pain in her eyes.

"Hyung.... " Guanlin said.

I stood up and hit Sanggyun. This guy needs to shut up.

"Ya!" Sanggyun said.

"Come on Pig-hoon" I told her." This room is too packed. Let's go to the other room." I took her hand and brought her to the other room.

Her hands were cold. I held it and warned it with my own.

I can see that she can longer hold her tears back.

I took my blazer off and covered her face with it. "Make it quick before someone notices"

Tears slowly fell from her eyes. How can someone cry and still be beautiful?

That stupid jerk.

I don't know what hurts even more. The fact that I found out that he kissed her, or the fact that she is upset because she thinks he was playing with her feelings.

I've seen my sister cried like this before.

These are tears of a broken heart.

I made her lean on my shoulder. I pat her hair as she quietly cries.

Once again, I look at her as she cries...

Every drop of tears she sheds felt like a knife piercing through me. I pinched my leg as I look at her, afraid that I might say the things that I wanted to say for so long....

I was here
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I was here before he was
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I hate seeing you together because
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I care for you
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Because I fell for you
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Before he did
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Because I was first.....

I had been holding back my feelings for so long..... that it hurts. I wanna' fight for her. But her brother was right. I should not give her reasons to stay. She's in a complicated situation and she has to escape it the sooner the better. I wanted what's best for her.

It pains me to see her cry...

"Ya... What're you so upset about? You know they're a bunch of d--"

"That was my first!" She shouted.

It felt like a huge blow on the face.

She belives it was her first kiss....

I gave out a deep sigh. To relive the pain in my chest.

"No its not...." The words escaped my mouth.

I was first....