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#38: I miss you~

• Darienne •

"Tara Kain tayo sa Canteen." Aya ni Stacey.

"I'm fine. May kasama ka Naman eh."

"Di ka kakain? Are you sure okay ka Lang?"

Walang okay. Hindi ako okay. Wala nang okay sa mga nangyayari.

"Maybe later na Lang."

"Okay."

Actually di ako nagugutom. Mamaya na lag siguro pag magkakasama na kami nila Kuya Reggie.

Pag andyan sila napipilitan akong kamin.

I bow down to my desk and let my self sleep. But instead one of my classmates suddenly play their guitar and start singing..

I remembered him. Naalala ko Yung time na siya Ang tumutugtog for me. Sumusundo Saakin at nagpapakilig Saakin.

Waiting for your
Call, I'm sick
Call, I'm angry
Call, I'm desperate for your voice

I'm super desperate. Kung pwede Lang na tawagan mo ako para makausap ka. Kahit sa telepono Lang Jester.

Pipilitin Kong maging okay.

Listening to the song we used to sing
in the car
Do you remember,
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat
Just like when we would meet, like when we would meet

Naalala ko Ng una kitang makita. Di Yun ideal Kung paano Sana Kita nakilala pero kahit na dahil sa libro Parang feeling ko Ang special.

Bakit ba puro alaala na Lang?

Now Playing: Your Call - Second hand Serenade

I was born to tell you I love you,
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Tell you 'I love you'. Gusto ko den Sana. Sana. It's been a while. Matagal na din kaming Hindi naguusap Ng matino Ni Jester.

Parang nagaya Kay Mark. I don't know why.

Stripped and polished,
I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious,
You and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
While you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your.

Nakakamiss siya. Hindi na kami nagiicecream. Hindi na Kai nagsstarbucks. Hindi na din kami naggagala. Wala na akong sundo. Wala na din nabili for me sa Canteen.

I was born to tell you I love you,
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Nawala siya. Kahit nagkikita kami sa bahay, dito sa school at Kung saan saan, nawala siya.

And I'm tired of being all alone,
And this solitary moment
Makes me want to come back home [4x]

I am tired of being all alone. Gusto Kita dito sa tabi ko, Jester. Dito ka sa tabi ko. Kahit Yun Lang kikiligin na ako.

Huling usap namin Ng matino is before Kaizer's Birthday. After nun Wala na.

Sana hinalikan mo na Lang ako.

Di ko Alam Kung anong problema. I didn't manage to ask. Akala ko simple Lang.

Pero Yung simpleng yun Parang nawala.

Gusto Kong may kausapin. Just to release this. Pero Wala akong makausap.

I wanted to talk to my best friends pero Parang sila na Rin mismo may ayaw.

Lalapit ka palang mararamdaman mo Ng Wala sila sa mood.

I miss them too. Actually.

I also want them to ask what's their Problem pero napapaatras talaga ako.

Kahit si Jester. Si Jester na Lang.

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
And I was born to tell you I love you,
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Please stay by my side. :(

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