madwheeler/byler/wax fanfic

Him | POV

I can't do this.

I can't understand this.

I can't think.

I can't see.

I can't breathe.

I lay on the grass, sobbing.

When I finally sit up, people are surrounding him.

I can't watch them.

I can't watch anything.

I watched him go.

I will never know what that look meant.

I will never know what he felt.

I will never be able to tell him how I felt.

A nurse comes over to me, checks that I'm okay.

I'm not.

I watch them cover him up.

I watch them take him away.

I watch him leave me.

They don't make me go to school.

I go home.

I sit on my bed and cry.

And cry.

When my eyes run out of tears I just sit screaming.

My emotions are uncontrollable.

I can't think of anything.

I can't focus.

He's gone.

Will's gone.