Diary

Intro

Hi

My birth name is far from JJ but that's what I go by so yeah

I am a male and I'm 26
I am a Dj and an artist and I draw very messed up drawings so yeah
I am gay and have a boyfriend (Taylor) and i am sadly a hopeless romantic in most cases
I have 5 friends; Taylor, Natie, Clara, Dee and Saffron
I've never been close to my parents

I like a range of weird probably unpopular music and I like things like murder cases, gore, Satan, spiritual shit and the paranormal
I'm a loner
I don't know what else to put
I smoke if that's wanted or something I don't know

I have dysphoria and a speech impediment and am probably going to be diagnosed with anorexia in the near future and maybe even multiple personality disorder

Yeah

I'm not showing what I look like because I don't even want to be here
My councillor/psychiatrist told me to do this to try and get my feelings out or something
Didn't make much sense to me

So yeah

I can't write well
Pretty much the only thing I can do is ramble and draw dead children with zips for mouths

I'm not proud of my life
Usually people follow that with "but I don't regret anything yay"
But I regret pretty much every aspect of being alive and well

I'm probably not well
That's just what my psychiatrist tells me so I pretty much got to go with it

I should probably stop now but no ones going to care anyway so why should I care