Hi
My birth name is far from JJ but that's what I go by so yeah
I am a male and I'm 26
I am a Dj and an artist and I draw very messed up drawings so yeah
I am gay and have a boyfriend (Taylor) and i am sadly a hopeless romantic in most cases
I have 5 friends; Taylor, Natie, Clara, Dee and Saffron
I've never been close to my parentsI like a range of weird probably unpopular music and I like things like murder cases, gore, Satan, spiritual shit and the paranormal
I'm a loner
I don't know what else to put
I smoke if that's wanted or something I don't knowI have dysphoria and a speech impediment and am probably going to be diagnosed with anorexia in the near future and maybe even multiple personality disorder
Yeah
I'm not showing what I look like because I don't even want to be here
My councillor/psychiatrist told me to do this to try and get my feelings out or something
Didn't make much sense to meSo yeah
I can't write well
Pretty much the only thing I can do is ramble and draw dead children with zips for mouthsI'm not proud of my life
Usually people follow that with "but I don't regret anything yay"
But I regret pretty much every aspect of being alive and wellI'm probably not well
That's just what my psychiatrist tells me so I pretty much got to go with itI should probably stop now but no ones going to care anyway so why should I care
YOU ARE READING
Diary
General FictionMy psychiatrist said it's probably a good idea to write a diary and just get my thoughts out So yeah A lot of trigger warnings probably I don't know anymore THIS IS NOT A REAL STORY IT IS BASED UPON MY LIFE BUT ONLY PARTIALLY ANY CONNECTION TO A PER...