Me and My Thoughts on Literally Everything

*eternal screaming*

I love orchestra rehearsal and stuff, and i know the conductor and i are pretty close, but like, i had 3 tests today, after school practice, two video lessons, chemistry homework, and shopping for jeans to worry about.

im not trying to complain, cause it could be much worse, but its terrible

i wanna sleep

i have the spongebob musical playing because its a stress reliever. i would listen to hamilton, but thats a little stressful cause we're playing it in orchestra, and now my nightmares are going to be laced with cholecystectomy's, tempos, dynamics, note values, note names, wrist injuries, and chemistry. 

the screaming at the end of No Control is my brain, life, and heart right now