Burn

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contains self harm
•mature language
suicide attempt

You grabbed the lighter from your  dad's storage You lit the paper up you watched intently as the paper burned down to ashes, You wanted to go to ash just like this paper Because you had no one no friends Your family hated you and left you You had no one and never would

You put the burning flames of the paper out Then you reached the flames of the lighter onto your skin you watched it light up your skin as you screamed in pain

You put bandages over the new self harm marks and walked outside you saw your neighbor Finn wolfhard so happy you wished you could be him so you could just be happy

He saw you and walked over to you he grabbed your arm not seeing the bandages You winced in pain as you pulled your arm back

He lifted up one of the bandages looking horrified not only because of the scars but of why you did this to yourself

F: What the fuck Y/n
Y: Im fine
F: No your not your hurting yourself

You walked back to your house feeling tears brimming your eyes you just wanted to leave you werent fine

2 weeks passed and you saw finn everyday with his new girlfriend it made you more suicidal than ever because you wanted to be with him

You loved him more than anything and you werent happy so you had to

You got in the bath tub and and dailed finns number

Calling finn❤

F: Hey whats up
Y: I-Im gonna kill myself tonight
F: What no you cant do this
Y: I just wanted you to know
F: OPEN THE DOOR
Y: I love you Finn wolfhard
Call ended

You started cutting yourself until you passed out you were still blacked out but you heard the police brake down the door and get you out of the bathtub

Ambulance: She has a pulse

No no you just wanted to die now they  saved you why no this cant be

You woke up in a hospital room with a curly haired boy holding your hand you shook you hand indicating that you were awake

He woke up quickly and starting asking questions "Do you need water"
" Yes"

He got you water as he sat down agian "Y/n i love you too"

You looked at him in awe as

But then woke up in the same hospital room with no one by your side No one no finn no family no anyone

"It was a dream" "he never loved me" "why"

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Sorry guys this one wasnt happy

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