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fengfeng
it honestly feels so insulting.
i feel like i'm talking to a wall.
this is just a one sided conversation,
so why do i bother at all?

fengfeng
i guess i just need a place to vent my thoughts,
maybe also confess my love for you,
but maybe i needed something to fill this void,
the void that you left behind.

fengfeng
i never thought that this would happen,
we were always so happy and easy-going.
did i ever do something wrong to you?
or did something happen to you that was wrong?

fengfeng
either way, i feel abandoned, 
you left behind a big gap in my heart,
one that no one else could ever fill,
but maybe some day in the future,
that thought might change,
and my heart is full again.

fengfeng
it's funny, weirdly.
suddenly im sounding somewhat poetic,
but you know that i'm bad at poetry,
so how is this even happening at all?

fengfeng
regardless, today was another day,
without you by my side.
another lonely day,
and another sad empty heart.

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