after he left || li quanzhe ff

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fengfeng
wow, i can't believe that it is coming to almost half a year since you left.
it should be about time since i forgot about you,
but somehow i just am unable to.

fengfeng
however, i have been talking to that senior xingjie a lot lately.
he's been really nice,
a really caring guy.

fengfeng
the boys are really over protective of me now,
especially zhengting, he cares for me in such a protective way.
chengcheng and justin, they try their best to make me laugh everyday.
as much as i don't enjoy watching minion movies,
i know xinchun is making sure i'm never alone.
and wenjun, he ensures that everything the guys do are in moderation,
and when I feel like going out, he offers to come along
so that i won't splurge unnecessarily on food.

fengfeng
it feels just like yesterday when you left without a word,
without an explanation for me.
in that note that you left with the hamster plushie,
all you said was sorry.

fengfeng
me back then would have never thought of the fact
that i would be coping better soon after,
but the me right now is still suffering.
at least i know now that there are people around me
who will always make sure that i'm never alone.

fengfeng
ah, the boys are here.
we are going to watch jurassic park today.
i hope you are doing well on your side,
cause i'm better now.
don't worry about me.