Internet crush // Lucas [ NCT ] [✔]

Crush

One day,
you lowkey called me pretty.
I felt happy.
Really happy.
I was bored and thought about us.
I realized how much i care about you.
I didn't want to believe that i had a crush on you.
I wasn't sure how having a crush feels like, as i had never had one before.
15 years of my life, i had never wanted to date anyone.
Nor did i ever have a crush, or at least an interest in someone.
I didn't think my first crush would be on a person who i have never met,
but there i sat, on my bed, while i was thinking about you, me and us.
I was smiling like a sociopath.
I was happy.