Internet crush // Lucas [ NCT ] [✔]

I couldn't reach you

One day,
You told you won't be able to talk to me for a while.
How long is a while?
Few days?
A week?
A month?
A year?
I asked why,
But you hid the truth.
How did i know?
You're a bad liar.
I knew you.
I thought i knew you.
The next day,
You stopped replying.
You didn't even see my messages.
Were you busy with school?
Or with your job?
I guess,
After all,
I didn't know you.
You still had secrets.
You were still distant.
You were still something out of my reach.
After all,
You were only something i could look at.
Something i could enjoy,
But not reach.
What was i to you?