Autumn {Namjin & Yoonseok} editing

Fall 16

{HA... I forgot to update}

Seokjin Layed on his bed as his mother called his name over and over, He ignored her rapping himself with the blanket. What was he gonna do? Should he be "normal" and go out with Bell? But that didnt make any sense Bell never spent time with him like Namjoon did. Namjoon was there with open arms, him laughing his smile. The way his guys curve into half shaped moons when he smile so brightly he doesn't see he lights up.

Seokjin sighed thinking about him.

"What if I'm not good enough?" Seokjin softly asked himself

He began to over think what if he choices Namjoon and his family doesn't like him what Is he talking about his mom's would love him what if namjoon's parents doesn't accept him what if Namjoon realises that he doesn't love him anymore and leaves..

Seokjin was covering his head with his hands as he was breathing heavily. Until a knock on the door snapped him out of his deep thoughts.

"Who is it?" Seokjin asked

"Honey it's me. Open the door please I called hosoek and Jungkook to come over please open up" his mother softly said

Seokjin rolled out of bed almost falling over his blanket as he went to open the door. His eyes were puffy, and even though his skin seems so pale and lifeless he still had a hit of light pink on his cheeks.

"What's wrong sweety?" His mother asked walking inside

"Nothing mom" Seokjin replied getting back into bed.

"Young man I can see you have been crying. What is wrong now his mother crossed her arms

"Fine! I don't know if I should choose Kim Namjoon or Bell Givens as my partner! Happy!?" Seokjin yelled towards his mother going back under his blanket

"Child is this what your crying About? For god shakes Seokjin" his mother slightly chuckled sitting on his bed

"It's not funny mom.." Seokjin replied popping his head up from the blanket

"Baby.. listen it wasn't easy picking your mother as my partner. I felt sacred people would talk about me, I felt embarrassed and I always had men running after me.." his mother began as she softly rubbing his cheek

"But you know I grew a pair of balls walked up to her and asked her to be my girlfriend.. after that day people still treated me the same, and I had the person I love next to Me." She finished off

Seokjin looked at her a little confused.

"What you mother is trying to tell you is that you should follow your heart and not worry much about what the hell bitches gonna say" Seokjin other mother walked in saying.

"You think.. I could fall in love with namjoon?" Seokjin asked his mother's

"Of course you can!" One if his mother's replied

"If he makes you happy" his other mom replied getting off the bed

The boys were already here as they walked inside the bedroom. Seokjin's  mother's sofrly smiled at them and were heading out themselves

"Thanks Moms!" Seokjin said as he looked back and smiled at him.

"Hey.. how you feeling?" Jungkook questioned

"I'm okay" Seokjin replied softly

Hoseok looked distracted. As the two other boys noticed him being a little distance with them.

"Hoseok are you okay?" Seokjin questioned

"Huh? Yeah I'm fine. How's everything?" Hoseok asked back

Jungkook pulled Hoseok on the bed

"Okay" Seokjin replied towards him

The three boys were silent for a good and long time. It's was awkward...

"Okay enough if this weird shit" Seokjin finally broke the silents

The two boys looked at him.

"Hoseok why did you walk out on yoongi?" Seokjin asked

"Why did you walk out on namjoon?" Hoseok replied

Jungkook sat there watching them.

"I walked out because I i didnt know how to feel. I over thought it for the past days and keep thinking his not gonna love me when we are together" Seokjin confessed

"Well to be honest I want to be with Yoongi now I want him to understand that his mine and that I'm his.. but I feel like he needs time away from me to get his mind straight" hosoek replied back

Jungkook grabbed a snack that was off Seokjin desk top watching.

"Who do you think I should choose?" Seokjin asked sofrly

"The one that makes you happy" Hoseok replied

"Jungkook? Who do you think?" Seokjin asked looking over at him

"Uh.. who ever makes your heart skip a beat when you walk with them" jungkook replied with a smile.

"What about me.. do you think Yoongi will come to understand my feelings.." hosoek asked looking down

"Duh didnt you hear him call out your name as he walked away from him?" Seokjin replied rubbing hosoeks head

"For real you could have probably heard him yell your name down the block" Jungkook said joking around

"Thanks guys" hosoek said with one of his brightest smiles.

The three boys decided to skip school the nest day to take a good rest before the day come for Seokjin to have make his notice.

'I hope it's the right one'

Seokjin thought to himself