QOTD- what's your fav quote?
Mine is Our eyes were placed in the front of our head because it is more important to look ahead than to look back
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You sighed as you leaned your head against the window. Shawn, your neighbor, best friend and long time crush, was singing his new song. You were so proud that he had made it big. It was his dream since as long as you could remember and it was finally coming true. He was leaving for the Austin Mahone tour in a couple of days which was too soon for you.
Yeah you were excited for him but you were sad as well. You knew it was selfish of you to not want him going on tour and making it big, you couldn't help it. You were afraid he would forget about you and that was something you knew you couldn't handle. He was your rock. He was always there for you and losing him would be like losing a piece of you.
He finished his song so you decided to knock on his window. He jumped in surprise and looked at you. He threw a glare at you before smiling and unlocking the window and letting you in. "Hey," you breathe. "That was great!"
He smiles and looks down at his guitar. He starts strumming the strings before mumbling a shy thanks. You plop down next to him on the bed and lay back with your head resting on your arms. "So, you're leaving for tour soon. Have fun," you start out.
You want to say so much more. Like how much you will miss him and how scared you are he will forget about you. You want to finally tell him how you feel but you hold back. Why? You didn't want to come off as clingy and annoying.
His beautiful eyes meet your dull ones and his lips form a small smile. "Thanks y/n. It will be fun. I can't believe that I'm going on tour. This is all so surreal," he says, his eyes lighting up with excitement. You sigh and grab his hand. You play with his fingers, giving your eyes somewhere else to concentrate on instead of his face. He can read you like an open book so he would definitely pry everything out of you.
You trace his fingers with your own and compare your small hands with his big ones. He tangles your fingers together and you look up at him. "Y/n, what's up? You've been studying my hands like they're the most interesting thing in the world. While I know my hands are amazing," he says throwing in a wink. "They are not interesting enough to study for 10 minutes."
You sigh once again and contemplate telling him. This is a lot to tell him right before he leaves. Even if he does like you, why would he start a relationship if he wouldn't be able to see you? "I just don't want you to forget about me is all..." You say in a small voice. You cringe as your voice cracks on the last word. You hate letting people see you cry, it made you feel weak and exposed.
He pulls you into a long warm hug. You nuzzle your face into his neck and breath in his scent. Tears sting your eyes but you force yourself not to cry. "I could never forget about you. You're my best friend and I love you like my sister. We can text and FaceTime and maybe I could even get you tickets to a concert. You could possibly meet Austin too. I know how much you love him," he comforts you.
You almost lose it as he pushes you further into the friend zone but smile as he looks at you. You decide that you won't tell him how you feel. He doesn't need to worry about you while he has bigger things to take care of. You pull away from the hug and feel cold. You slowly get off of the bed and start towards the window.
"Thanks Shawn. I love you too, night," is all you say before climbing through his window to your own.
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I had no idea what this imagine was going to be about before I started writing so sorry if it sucks! I wanted to write a Shawn one in honor of his single coming out!
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