In the Silence - A Poetry Series

Part 2

My intuition is blocked.
My defense fully stocked.
And my heart completely locked.
Where are you?!?!
I think, I think I think -
But no, I must not think.
I need to let my thoughts sink
Away with my emotions, on the brink.
Where are you?!?!
I am drowning and trying
To make everything make sense.
I am nothing but stressed, stiff, tense.
Why can't I just tap into your presence?