"whatever
it’s probably the truth
before the birds start reading me
i’m going to sleep a deep sleep
into a dream i can’t wake up from
back to that afternoon i just wanted
to turn back time toi know that it can’t be done"
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[9:23]
It's been a whole three weeks without Renjun by our side
it's been three weeks without his calming voice
it's been three weeks without my sunshine
our sunshine.
it's been three weeks without his precious laugh and presence
he's always been hanging out with other people now
by other people i mean by other classmates
Jiyeun
and everyone from our group except me and Nana
our classmates often ask us why we started becoming distant
me and Jaemin just walk away and leave the questions unanswered
running away from the truth that we were scared to admit to