CHAPTER 19

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JK POV



Ever since Y/N's passing.


Everything

Has

Gone

Down 

Hill.


Y/N doesn't have any other family with her.


God knows where they went.


They all disappeared somewhere leaving their daughter with me.


I called the police and made them take her away.


I told them what happend and thankfully they believed me.


For now, she is going to get buried.


Nayeon has been so fucking annoying too.


She calls me and messages me everyday.


I cant believe myself.


Why did I cheat on her?


Why couldn't I just stay loyal?


I made her think so many things


That weren't true.


I put on a fake imagine.


She believed me.


I feel so fucking guilty.


Everyday I just want karma to come get me.


I want to die each day.


She was dying,


and I had no idea.


She is gone.


and I couldn't stop it.


She was suffering,


while I was having affairs.


Im truly a horrible person.


I want to slap myself so hard,


that I will just forget everything.


I cant live like this.


I will never forgive myself.


I can't do anything


to forget this pain.


I would do anything


to get this weight off my chest


but sometimes,


you dont get what you want.


I didn't know what  I had
















Until it was gone.












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