Love Is Fragile | A Tododeku Story.

O p e n i n g

I can not explain the feeling that's filling up my chest, heart and mind.

The man I love most, I value the most, is hurting me. Kicking my heart. Stabbing it.

I don't understand, why would he do something like this? How could he?

I despise him.

I need him.

I want him gone.

I want his love.

My desperation for answers mixing with my feelings swirled around my head like a rapid tornado.

And it's all HIS fault.

Is this how it feels to be abused? To be used? To be hurt?

It fucking hurts.

I was too much of a coward to face him, to tell him. To ask him to stay.

I didn't want him to abandon me.

I wanted him to see that I was worth staying around with.

How could he have done this to me?

I remembered the way he yelled at me.

I wished I never remembered it to begin with.

It's been years since we last met or talk.

And I'm still thinking about him, pathetic, aren't I?

Even when I'm doing my job as a pro hero, he's always at the back of my mind. Lingering there.

But it all came crashing down, today.

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Author's Note
I redid this chapter with proper grammar and some additional changes.