feel // ziam

[15] goodbye

The last week of Zayn being here flies by and his mom comes to pick him up.

I heard my mom and his mom talking as I'm still hugging and crying on Zayn's shoulder.

"I'll come back, i'll visit, I won't leave you"

"I know you won't leave me, but I don't want to be left alone"

"Shhh, it's okay"

And he leaves out the door and he says,

"Goodbye"

and I say to myself,

Why are goodbye's so painful?