a 19 year olds story

love?

tessa
i never want to stop. he's all i want. everything i want. nothing. more than. him.
as he lifts his tongue out of my wet pussy, i see him again stare into my loving eyes. "i love you" he whispers ever so slightly, i almost think he doesn't want me to here.
"you too jace" and i wink at him walking out the bathroom acting so sassy,
"yeah fuck you" i hear jace say chuckling from the other room,
"you did didn't you?" i say back. i won't let him win this little chat,
"haha yeah, and i would do it all again a million times"
this leaves me shocked. because i swear i fucking love him, if he feels the same way.. is it love?

a few months have past, and me and jace carry on our little 'sessions' growing closer and closer each time. the school doesn't know about us and jace hasn't told any of his friends. i also made a few friends during these weeks, i mean i am sociable. jace knows that. me and my friends all have a group chat, where we talk about gossip at the school. of course non involving jace and i, but my closest friend Leah has a huge ass crush on jace.. i have no fucking idea what to do. i can't leave her, but i've known jace longer, and even before leah became my friend. i let this thought drop out my head as it's nothing to worry about, but i will let jace know at some point.. i ain't gonna stop a relationship for my personal needs. i mean jace might not even like me after all. but right now is all that matters, we are sat on my couch in my house, as my mother moved out only a week ago. it doesn't feel any different because she was hardly here anyways. she left me with a lot of money, £1,000,000 in total. holy shit i'm spoilt. i'm resting my head on jace's chest as he rests his chin on my forehead, we are watching all you can imagine on my tv. from disney to romantic movies, this is truly perfect. a horrible feeling enters my stomach, and i rush to the closest toilet only to throw up. could i be pregnant? no. i got told i can't have babies. but i've missed my period for 7 weeks? no. the condom has never split and jace has always worn one. but in panic, i rush to where jace has sat and tell him the- news. his reaction is confused,
"should we go and buy a pregnancy test?" i hear him reason
"but what if i am? what will we do?" my words become rushed and i feel like fainting. i'm only 19. i can barely look after myself never mind a little one. what if jace leaves me and can't handle the stress?! i feel a hand rub my back and i turn around to see jace smiling.
"don't worry tess, everything will plan out just fine. i promise." he helps me through these situations, i fucking love him for that. he always finds a way to make me happy, even in times like these.
"i love you" my words come out.
"i love you too" and he gently kisses me on the cheeks and forehead "now whatever comes out of this, just know i will always be supportive and i will never leave you, so don't let that change anything" his words calm me.