SHANIYAH POV
I WOKE UP TO SEE THAT IT WAS 6:00 AM AND I HAD TO GET READY FOR ANOTHER DAY OF HELL
I GOT UP OUT OF BED AND FELL DOWN BECAUSE I WAS SORE IMAGES, AND MEMORIES FROM EARLIER BEGAN TO FLASH THROUGH MY HEAD
I FELT SOMETHING HOT ROLL DOWN MY FACE AT THAT POINT I KNEW I WAS CRYING SO I QUICKLY AND PAINFULLY SCURRIED INTO MY BATHROOM I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR
I SCREAMED ' I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE 'AND PUNCHED THE MIRROR AND MY HAND STARTED BLEEDING I WRAPPED IT UP AND JUST STARED AT MY SELF
MAYBE WHAT THEY SAY IS TRUE MAYBE I SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR OR JUST DIE BUT I WONT ONE DAY I WILL PROVE THEM WRONG
I GOT IN THE SHOWER AND USED MY AMBER BLUSH SHOWER GEL THEN SCRUBBED THE DIRT AWAY
* 30 MINS LATER *
I GOT OUT THE SHOWER AND PUT ON MY VICTORIA SECRET UNDER GARMENTS BELIEVE IT OR NOT I HAVE NICE CLOTHES AND SHOE GAME MY PARENTS ARE WELL KNOWN SO I HAVE TO DRESS THE PART
I PUT ON MY CARMINES AND MY RED DOPE SWEATER AND MY SKINNY JEANS AND WALKED DOWN STAIRS ONLY TO SEE BOTH OF MY PARENTS UNCONSCIOUS ON THE COUCH WITH BEER CANS EVERYWHERE I QUICKLY TIP TOED OUT THE HOUSE AND WALKED TO SCHOOL
