SHANIYAH POV
I woke up to a cup of cold water being thrown on me like wtf yoo what type of bullshit is that
I looked right into the eyes of the fucking devil who u may ask
My pathetic excuse of a fucking mother
Mom: get dirty ass up bitch
I rolled my eyes and got up just to be knocked back down
Mom: roll yo eyes again lil girl I fucking tripple dog dare yo ass yo Ill knock the fucking teach out yo mouth
Me: *mumbles* I wish u would bitch
Mom: ohh shut the fuck up your father and I are having some guest over so I need u to get up clean the house take a shower and get dressed
I said OK and waited for her to get Out
I got up slowy and walked to the bathroom I was in soo much fucking pain I cant fucking do this shit they pushing me closer and closer to the edge yoo like G
I just wanna die so it can all be over I'm fucking tired of people but what can I do nun but be the fucking victim ughh
I grabbed my pocket knife from.out of the cabinet and carved the words...
FUCK
MY
LIFE
Into my rist I sometimes wonder when God is gonna send me home right in the gates of heaven how come he chose me to have this lifestyle
Yea I know what your going to say the lord works in mysterious ways but its his ways that are hurting me physically and emotionally
I guess ill just have to live with it for the rest of my life
Welp I better get prepared for my wonderful day
I hope u notice my sarcasm
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