My Virtual Girlfriend (Jerrie)

Chapter 30

Jade's POV

All i can hear are the horns that coming from the cars outside the mall. But i dont care, my mind has been occupied by Perrie's wedding later.

I suddenly thought that Perrie, already said goodbye to me,, but me? i still haven't

the stop light turned into red so i decided to make u-turn, i cant control myself. i dont know i just- i dont wanna leave her without seeing her one more time.

i promise to myself that ill just see her and say goodbye. thats all

its exactly 2 pm now, and her wedding later is 4 pm i still have 2 more hours.

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Its quarter to three when i arrived at the venue. its the wedding that i dreamed, in the beach with the sound of the sea and the birds flying around. i felt my tears and instantly wiped it up, i saw the entrance, it looks like they really prepare for their wedding huh?

instead of walking to the entrance, i walked to the back part and i saw zayn busy talking to the staffs ugh! i still hate him

"sir the wedding is about to start.... and they need you there" one of the staffs said

im about to walk but he saw me so i turn around

"wait .. jade!" he said and i closed my eyes ugh, i turn around to face him and i smiled

"look zayn, im not here to fight you. i just want to see per-"

" she's busy and we are about to start here. "

i looked around and saw the venue and it really hurts.

i'll just gonna tell him instead.

"i'll just tell you what i want to say to her, Zayn i'll be leaving this country, im going to let her go to you. if anything happened after your wedding, its not my problem anymore. look, i just love perrie so much. please take care of her." i said to him

"Im sorry" he said

"Sir, the wedding is about to start but the br-" Zayn looked at the staff immediately

"hey, look i need to-" he stopped me

"Wait jade" and i stopped and look at him seriously

"Jade, the ring bearer cant be able to arrived here, and i know its hard for you but can you please be our ring bearer please?"  is he fucking serious?! me, a ring bearer at their wedding... no way 

but being so dumb and stupid i just nod

and he smiled and hugged me

did i just agreed to him? hell no.

After our dumb talk he immediately dragged me into the closet and all the make up artist worked their thing 

im wearing a simple white dress but elegant and i have a simple make up

"Hey thank you so much" zayn said and i just nod again

"Okay everyone please go to your respective line."

I dont know why but im in the last part of the line. is the ring bearer supposed to be holding a ring?! what? i just shrugged and the ceremony is starting 

i dont know when to walk cause i dont have any practice. plus such a shame that im crying more than the one who'll get married. it just hurt that im in the wedding of my dream girl but she's not marrying me.

So the music just started  and its the cue for us to walk. ive been holding my tears so bad and the music is not helping either. i saw leigh and jesy standing and they smiled at me and whispered "cheer up" how am i supposed to do that?!