11 || Lonely

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11/19/17

Dear Hyemi,

Do you love Lee Taeyong? You guys seem like the perfect couple because on your instagram story, you guys were being all lovey-dovey. It sort of made me sad, jealous, and a bit sick. I gag every time I think of you guys being together...I found it disgusting that you'd do that. Especially posting it on instagram for everyone to see? Remember when we used to cringe every time a couple would kiss in a public place? You would whisper "Ew! They shouldn't do that here! There are innocent kids here!" and I would laugh at your remark.

Love,
Kim Seokjin

"Let's make a promise to stay single forever! I don't want you to end up like that." You pointed to the couple to the side of us. They were saying cheesy lines like in those cliché scenarios.

"Yeah, we'll be single forever." I joked around. I lied because I knew someday that I would eventually confess to you. I lied again. I couldn't bring myself to tell you my feelings.

"But being single means being lonely." You pouted.

"Don't worry. There's always cats." I joked.

"We should just marry each other." You suggested. At that time, we were in middle school and you didn't know I would actually take you seriously.

"Sure." I pretended like it was no big deal but inside I was doing backflips because marrying meant you'd stay with me forever. 

But... now, the situation has changed. I missed the chance I had and now Lee Taeyong is dating you. He is dating you, right? 

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