Dear Bully

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Dear bully,

I cried all night. I couldn't sleep not after what happened to me. Dad did the unthinkable. He touched me as my punishment. I lost the only precious thing I had left.

I feel disgusting even more than before. I can still feel his hands on me.

I don't feel like going on anymore. I still went to school hoping you would hurt me so I could forget my sorrow. Even if it was for a while.

When you came to me I didn't resist but let you take me willingly. I guess you noticed. I had dark circles under my eyes from the lack of sleep.

I didn't dare to look at you. I couldn't see from one eye anymore, my life was a mess and I wanted you to give me more pain.

"What's wrong with you?" It was the first time you ever asked me such question. I didn't move or say a word even though I can't speak even if I wanted.

I guess you got angry because the next thing I know was that I was on the floor with you kicking me.

I guess it was to much to take because I fainted.

I woke up in the woods by the school. I was late once again. I didn't want to go home so I stayed in a park near by. I fell asleep in the slide tunnel.

Thanks for giving me what I wanted

Sincerely

Jade