BOOK OF RANDOMNESS

I'm done I'm simply done..

Why, why me?

I'm breaking down right now because both my parents listed to there two friends why I was in trouble. And this all happened cause of my damn sister. I just don't want to be here anymore.

My mom always says when she's sad that I help her alot and she also says this when I help her but why the damn mood change?

I FUCKING HUGGED HER WHEN SHE BROKE DOWN BECAUSE MY STEP DAD AND HER ARGUED!!! WHY FUCKING REPAY BY BEING A SACK OF SHIT TO ME. WHY!?!?  MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND, BE STRICT OR NICE!

I don't honestly want to be here, I want to be away, away for fucking good. I was literally scratching at my leg, it literally bleeding from the inside at the moment, plus it stings.

My head is fucking hurting too from crying. They were also saying that I'm stupid(when they listed the things and when they were talking about my sister being smart on going on damn avid), they also said that I might, my mom said this actually, that I'll suffer like her with college. Boi! I don't wanna be you! I won't be you cause I actually have a damn plan.

Oh yeah she also fucking threatened me that she'll send me to Mexico with my dad. YOU SAY THIS AND I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM EVER SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL, I BET YOU MY DAD HAS A FAMILY ALREADY!! HE PROBABLY HAS A MORE BETTER DAUGHTER THAN ME THE FUCKINF SCREW UP. She also said that she'll take my tablet and phone away during the damn summer!! Boi I need them!

I'm just so tired! Might as well fucking end it now!