Longing heart

I feel..

I feel so alone
Even though I have friends
I feel so alone
Even though I have you
No metter how hard I try
I always end up
Crying alone
The things I want to hide
Won't leave me alone

I feel so lonely
Even though I have you
No matter how hard I try
To ease my mind
I can't let the past go
I'm acting so wild
Pretending to be happy
Smiling like a fool
And when you ask me why
I said I don't know

I feel so empty
Even though I have so
Many things on my chest
I'm so obsessed with you lately
But I can't say a word
I tried to speak but
It was like I couldn't breathe
I keep thinking how afterwards
It might be late

I feel so weak
But I don't want you to
Realise my weakness
I try hard to cower up my scars
And I don't want to speak
I just keep smiling
Like a fool, I want to be happy
At least when I'm with you

I feel so hurt
But I don't want to ruin things
I want us to be happy
You are sweet and kind,
But I keep wanting more
I don't know when it start
It's hard to be alone
So please call me more

I feel so depressed
Even though I try to enjoy
I don't want to be annoying
To call you every second
Cause you'll find it boring
I keep thinking about you
Like I don't have anything else
To do, I'm getting worried
You'll leave me alone

I feel so anxious
And I can't tell you that
I can't bring myself to talk
About that things with you
Because I'm worried how you'd react
I don't want to be jealous
But that's just my nature
I hate the fact that I can lose you
But I hide it, trying to be mature

I feel abandoned
Like no one cares for me
Staying in this dark room
Without light to see
I'd like if you'd love me
Even after you meet the true me
I'd like you to understand,
Be there when I'm in need
Is it too much to ask?

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This is literally how I feel most of the time . I hope you like this song! It's one of my favourites I wrote so far.

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