Longing heart

Best friend

People say that friendship
is like a flower
If you don't water it regularly
Its life will be over
But that job need to be done
From the both sides
Because you're not
In a friendship alone

But I feel like I'm doing it wrong
Giving to much effort
It's taking too long
For the other side to realise
My hopeless trying
To make things beter

I think that the time when I
Stopped giving myself
Into it, our frienship said good bye
I thing that when I lost interest
There was nothing that can help
Our friendship grow
It just turned into flower
That couldn't spread higher
And it just staid low

I don't want us to separate ways
But I don't think I can deal
With all this stres
That this frenship's giving me
I want us to be the real
Best friends like we used to be
But you couldn't care less

I think we grew apart
Started hiding things from each other
Playing hard to get, when did it start?
We used to care for each other
Never leave other behind
Did everything to understand
And when fall, we helped each other to stand
We used to be best friends
But, now I don't know what we are...

We used to spend day and night
Talking about stupid things
Crushes, jokes, problems
We were the brightest light
In the darkest nights
Always there to give advice

But now we don't text each other
You're ignoring my calls and dms
We don't talk anymore
We don't share our dreams
You just walk away when you see
Me in the hallway
Your sarcasm is killing me till the end
And my old friend, that's what I can't stand

You're acting like a total stranger
Like we haven't shared all that time
You're ignoring my last trying
And I keep asking myself if I should give up
I know This friendship was in danger
But i still don't know if I should stop

You don't even care how I'm doing now
You're telling me words
you know that they hurt me so much
You did your best to destroy me with
All you've done
But I just couldn't stand to see you like that
I didn't think you can be such
A bad girl after all we've done together
I thought you were my best friend
But I gues nothing lasts forewer

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Okay... I wrote this one a few months ago when I ended
everything with my best friend, but since we go to the same class and sit together we were still friends after that... But again she did something that really made me realise I should stop every conversation possible with her, cause all she did was making me feel bad and anxious, taking her anger out on me in front of everyone...
I think that we all should leave if we capture ourselves in this kind of relationships, because we need to stop unhealthy ones before it's too late and before we get hurt even more.
I think that everyone experienced something similar, and you should know that you're not alone! I'm always here for everyone who wants to talk! Ly!