The only thing thats right

He's always right

Arianas POV

Leo sat down and looked at me I smiled at him. I missed him so much I also miss his wife and of course little Messi as I call him "What did I tell you the first day in Brazil? Rina I don't want you anywhere near him you know why I dont want you to go through everything all over again it broke my heart to see you like this in the hospitals the scars the blood it broke my heart thinking my little sister my best friend a part of my family could die any minute if I wasn't there" he said hurt all over his face "I know I'm sorry I can't help it I think I have a crush on him I know I shouldn't but I do and do you think I want that the thing repeats all over again? I didn't tell you anything because I knew you would be disappointed in me I thought the world would be better without me! I'm sorry Leo" I said almost crying he sighed "I'm just trying to protect you Ari I love you like a sister you are a part of my family you could never and I mean never disappoint me I...I cant watch you go through all this pain all over again I want to protect you now because I couldn't be there when you needed me" I smiled lightly at him "Leo you dont have to protect me I'm a big girl ya know? And I already told him I want us to be friends" he nodded ans looked relieved "Did you ever did it again after you promised me that you stop?" I bit my lip "I...I yes I did I'm sorry" I said

Flashback

I have to do it I know its wrong but it helps alot I know I stopped but now is a good time starting again. I picked up my blade from the counter and cutted my arms several times. I bit my lip and startes crying how could James my ex boyfriend betray me like this with my best friend? I stared crying harder and harder every cut got deeper and deeper my vision got blurry.

I woke up in a hospital room I looked around and saw my arms were in bandages and I saw Leo? "Leo" I said weakly he looked up and was near tears "You're awake thank good I thought I would lose you forever" he said hugging me I hugged back and started crying I knew tbis wasn't the last time I would wake up in a hospital room but I dont want that leo sees me like this I dont want him to see me weak, broken and depressed

End of flashback

I was right after that day I woke up several times in a hospital room and Leo was always be my side he always would hug me and tell me I deserve better than to harm myself I never believed I wasn't worth anything but he was there for me he made me believe that I'm worth more than this. Tony knows about everything too she helped me a lot she showed me that I'm beautiful I'm so thankful for that "No Leo I didn't I promised my big brother something and I want to hold that promise" I said he smiled "Just promise me to not let Neymar get to near to you dont let him in please hehe's a player he will hurt you" I nodded he's right Neymar is a player, he's a bad boy and unfortunately I have a soft spot for that kind of boys.

Leo left after we talked for more than 3 hours. He kissed my cheek and hugged me tight.

I know I can't Neymar in.

Leo is right!

He's always right!

I wont let him in.

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So now you know why everyone said she has a bad past

Guys I just wanted to tell you a can talk with me if you self harm I will try to help you I know you all may think I don't k ow anything but you're wrong. I self harm I do a lot of shit I shouldn't do that's why I dont want you to do that kind of stuff. I want to help now one of you deserves to feel that way!

Ok maybe I'm not the person to talk about being perfect but one thing I know for sure you dont deserve to feel like that!

My friend made me realise that I didn't cut in 3 hours and I will try to never cut again its a fight and I know you're strong enough to win it!

Love you all so much!

If you didn't hear it today then

You are beautiful and perfect the way you are! Stay strong! xxoxox

-paulina<3