The Broken family of styles

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Harry's p.o.v
Today is the weekend Sophia and her Michael is going to have play date today the house
He's supposed to arrive at 1 it's barley 11 Sophia has been whining every minute sayings if it's time
Niall is cleaning Sophia play room while I'm the Kitchen making cookies
"Papa is it almost one ?!" Sophia asked me again she starting to sound grumpy
I checked time saw that was 12
"It's almost time baby one more hour okay"
"But I been waiting for hours already Dad"
"He'll come before you know it Sophia now go play outside"
She stomped away Niall came in
"Why is she grumpy" Niall asked when he entered the the kitchen
"She's mad because she wants the Michael kid"
"Yeah her and him are really close"
"But don't you think she's still little young to be thinking about boys"
"They're just friends harry  I doubt she knows what boyfriend is"
Then we heard knock on the door
"It's probably 'the Michael kid' be nice" he said chuckling I followed him behind
He opened the door it was Michael With his dads
We all sat down the sofa
"I'll go call Sophia" I said getting up I went outside saw Sophia playing with her Barbies
"Sophia Michaels here" Sophia looked at me with bright eyes ran inside
I sigh followed her in
When I went back in I saw Sophia dragging Michael up the stair I'm guessing to her playroom

I went back to the living room saw that calum Ashton and Niall were talking
"So how did you and Harry meet" Ashton asked looking at both of us
"You never  heard of the band one direction" I asked him confused
Ashton and calum were looking at us
"you're Harry Styles and you're Niall Horan" calum said gasping at us
Niall gave me small glare looked back at calum smiled at him
"How the hell did I never noticed when me and Ashton first started dating I always listened to you guys songs"
"Babe calm down their human too sorry about that"
"No it's okay we're used to it anyways"
"I do have question why are dating Niall when you where dating Louis like you and Louis made cute couple"
I noticed that made Niall uncomfortable so I got his hand intertwined with my hand
"Because I love Niall and Sophia" I said while kissing Niall's hand
He gave me small smile
"Yeah but you and Louis made the cutest couple Louis super beautiful you guys beat every cute couple Niall is just eh"
Niall squeezed my hand little
"You don't know what happened  when we closed doors  me and Louis only showed you what we wanted to show you"
" you're probably with Niall because you feel bad for him I mean he really isn't that attractive"
"I'm going to go check up on the kids" Niall said letting go of my hand walking Away looking sad
I gave calum glare
"What" he asked confused
"Did you really have to say that?! I don't care if he's attractive or not me and Louis wasn't that happy couple you thought we were me and him argued to much our relationship wasn't based on love our relationship was on lust and hatred my relationship with Niall is beautiful I feel sparks with him with Louis I didn't"
I said getting up following Niall
When I arrived Sophia play room Niall wasn't there so I went to our bedroom I saw Niall crying the bed
"Ni baby what's wrong"
"Calum is Right Harry I'm not attractive"
"You are attractive babe you are the most attractive person I ever met I'm falling more in love with you"
I said kissing his lips he kissed me back
"c'mon let's go see what Sophia is doing"
Niall nodded followed me to the playroom
When we arrived calum Ashton and Michael were leaving the room
" we have to leave already thank you for inviting us" Ashton said
We all said our goodbyes
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Niall's p.o.v
I was still but hurt what calum said to me nobody knows but I have really bad depression
Even when me and zayn were still one direction
I used to cut
But I would always hide it i put makeup on the cut it'll cover it up nobody found out
I had mental breakdown I blurted it out to zayn 3 months he watched my every move even when I was pregnant with Sophia he still made sure I didn't do it
When calum said I was unattractive my self esteem went downer then it already is
I'm my own enemy a lot of fans says they love me they wish to be me
But I don't like being me I hate my own body
I didn't knew I was deep thought till I heard Harry talk
"NIALL!!!" I heard Harry scream my name I looked up at him
"What"
"What's wrong are you okay"
"Yeah I'm fine just tired"
I said playing with my chicken
He looked unconvinced but he let it go
He went back to eating
I looked over at Sophia I saw her eating fast
She got from me she loves food
She has fast metabolism she never gains weight fast she's 5 pounds underweight
I used to have fast metabolism but it went away
I forced myself to eating the food today again
*few hours later*
It was alright night we just taking shower we we're put Sophia her Pj so she can go to sleep
Harry was tucking her the bed I saw that Harry really loved Sophia
I hope nothing stops my happiness this time
*after while*
It was 1am I'm having negative thoughts
I looked over at harry I saw him deep asleep he was hugging my waist I slowly untangle myself from him I didn't what to wake him up so I did it quietly I got up slowly I went to my walk in closet I just looked myself disgust
"Disgusting"
"Worthless"
"Die"
"Fat"
"Ugly"
I heard my Demons telling me
"run leave they hate you nobody loves you run leave DRIVE OFF"
That's what I did i quickly put my shoes on got my keys got my car drove off not knowing where I was going

Sorry I haven't updated so long I was unmotivated but I'm back my motivation is back as well I'm gonna do triple update
College has been killing me