Jack
I lost her, I officially lost her. I'm the biggest dick in the world. Ellie came onto me the third time, but I can't make up excuses for the first and second.
I fucked up so bad, she deserves so much better. but I'm too selfish to let her go. i fucking love her.
i threw my phone against the wall, watching it shatter. i fucking hate myself for doing this to riley. she was the most loyal, loving, caring and beautiful girl in this world and i lost her.
"FUCK." I yelled out, slamming my fist again my bedroom wall. I started pacing back and forth in my room, wondering why the fuck I would do that to her.
"Jack, bro what the hell??" I heard Wyatt exclaim. "I fucked up." I spat. "I hurt her. I broke her heart. I'm such a fuck up." I yelled, Wyatt ran over to me and tried to get me to calm down but I pushed him off of me. My heart was racing, extremely fast and i could feel my adrenaline at its highest.
"Just calm down Jack!" Wyatt exclaimed. "Calm down. Everything will be fine." He tried to calm me down but nothing in my head seemed right. Everything seemed to fade away, and the last thing i saw was Wyatt standing over me, yelling, then i saw black.
