BEYOND THE SCENE ▪ CAI XUKUN

21. Looking Like A Fool

This kinda timeskip to three months....

Sorry...

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Awkward. That's the perfect word to describe your's and Xukun's situation right now.

Being stuck in a Ferris wheel in the very top can never be beat by any other awkward scenario. Well...A small space with a few cameras staring straight at them waiting for something interesting to happen.

[{Nayoung} I bet my whole salary in a month that they will kiss later since Joy and Sungjae got interrupted before.]

[{Jake} I know you ship them but isn't that too much.]

"So...What now? Should we call the staffs to help us?" Xukun suggested but you just nodded your head no. Noticing the crowd being formed below that can be a hassel if they contacted the staffs now since it will be hard to reach them in the entrance.

[{Seulong} Maybe she wanted to have some alone time with her husband Xukun.]

"Nah. Let's just stick around here until the ride continue. It's been a while since I feel peace that it almost become a fantasy." You smiled then after a few seconds you almost immediately become awkward once again.

"...I love you..." Xukun unintentionally said then before he can say any excuse you kiss his cheek but you didn't say 'I love you too' instead you avoid it.

"Xukun oppa? Can I tell you everything about me? I just feel like I need to get it off my chest..."

[{Mi-sun} Some people says that if a girl is willing to give her personal information to a boy it means she's interested.]

"Sure. I'll be glad since now I know you trust me enough for this things."

"Remember Quanzhe oppa's speech in our wedding? It's true but I think I needed to continue his story.

I almost die in school in the age of nine back then when the school bullies locked me up in a storage room for three days one day before winter vacation. After that accident my parents decided to let me go with my grandparents to South Korea which excite me since I always wanted to pursue my dream as an idol.

I auditioned in a small company before and be in a group called Sabertooth with other three members but it just didn't work out then I left and auditioned in SM Entertainment because after spending five months with Sabertooth I become a fan of the company.

In my days there as a trainee I met Lay oppa who is also just a trainee back then I spent four years being a SM trainee until after all the trouble and hard work a staff came up to me and just told me I failed during the monthly evaluation. When I become a trainee for JYP it took me one year to make other people notice me.

Then theres Sixteen where Park Jin Young sunbaenim quickly announced me as a member of Twice 'cause he sees me as a trump card though I didn't even had a chance to perform.

Trump card means a secret weapon right? Well then I think I'm not worth enough to be one since in every concept Twice tried just didn't seems to fit me that causes me to have major depression because of the things the antis says then I bet you know what happened next.

Jagi? Am I really that hopeless and useless? In SM they teach their trainees how to have strong mentality but I guess I'm absent during those days." You explained not knowing that tears started to fell from your eyes until you felt Xukun wiped your tears.

[{(Y/N)} Like I said before I just wanted to get it off my chest since its starting to hurt me so much that I still having nightmares about it especially when I left my family to be here in Korea.]

[{Mi-sun} I'm a masive fan of Twice and I know she's the happy magnet of Twice so I never knew she experience such things...]

"...Don't cry...It hurts me (Y/N)...It hurts me that all those times I'm not there to support you..." He muttered but you still managed to hear it.

You don't realized that the ride continued and that you both are starting to slowly close the gap between you too until one staff from the amusement park opened the door of the small cell looking thing that you guys are riding.

"Sorry for the interruption earlier! Starting from now on we'll make sure that every ride here will be safe--Am I interrupting something?" The staff asked as the staffs of We Got Married approaches you two to ask if you two are okay.

[{Nayoung} WHY DOES IT HAVE TO HAPPEN AGAIN?! I'M GOING TO CONFRONT THAT STAFF LATER! MY POOR SALARY PLEASE FORGIVE ME!]

[{Seulong} ...Poor staff...]

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