You look happier || michaeng ✔

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today i saw a smile i've never seen before. its a sincere beautiful smile that can outshine the sun whose shining bright. he does make you happy, does he? well, i guess so since i just hurted you when you were with me.
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everytime i see you my still beats hard like before. i said that i had moved on but i know i can't do it. such a white lie that everybody believes though. its just a facade, a mask to hide the truth. the truth of me still loving you.
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today, he made you smile. for the nth time. i was indeed jealous, yeah i'll admit. he whispered something that made you laugh and what happen next broke my already broken heart. you looked in each others eyes filled with sincerity and love and kissed, and i swear i heard my heart broke. you do and indeed look happier.
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call me a fool or whatnot but i am still waiting for you. i am waiting for a married woman that i had hurt before to love me again, and i know myself that i'll never love someone the way i loved you, you were a special person in my life. a precious existence that needs to be protected.
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i remember when we first met. i was happily eating an ice cream that time, not minding the mess in my face. you sat beside me and i knew that was love at first sight. my heart started beating fast as hell and i felt butterflies in my stomach. you were just too beautiful to be true, its like the gods sent me a goddess to protect, but i'm sorry... i couldn't
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the time when we became friends, i swore i have never been happier in my whole years of existing. because finally, i get to be close to you. love can indeed change a person, huh? i, son chaeyoung, the once cold and savage girl became a softie because of one person, named

myoui mina.
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i am deeply sorry for not being able to update for a few days, our wifi was being fixed so yeah... again i am sorry :D