Umbrella

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Stupid.

I was stupid for ever taking a chance on you.

I was stupid for telling you that I was already yours.

I was stupid for kissing you in that tucked away corner of the library and loving every moment of it.

I was stupid for believing that you kissed the blonde headed woman by mistake. Somehow you tumbled into her, and your lips landed perfectly on top of hers.

I was stupid for thinking that I should take you back. Every part of me wanted to take you back except my brain. People always say that the heart wants what the heart wants, but what about the brain? Sometimes we need logic to steer us in the right direction.

Most of all I was stupid for ever believing that you loved me.

No matter how stupid I was, you would always be a complete idiot.

So when I came back to the library three days later expecting your unwanted apology, which I did in fact receive, my reply was simply no.

No I would not take you back after what you did.

No you did not deserve me anymore.

No I would never forget what you did.

And no I don't love you anymore. Maybe, maybe I never really did.