Five

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At home, I sit on my bed.
Why did I kiss him back?
In the end he still hurts me.
He just wants his fun.
I mean nothing to him.
He laughs at me.
I should stay away from him. It's better for me, so I'm not hurt.
Maybe he really likes me? Shit, what do I think? Nobody likes me.
I am only there. My body is alive and my soul is long dead.
Nobody can love a broken soul.
Even I hate myself.
Why should he like me then?
But it is fine. I'm used to it. I will always be alone.
"Elena, come here, you ugly emo." My uncle screamed.
I went under anxious.
"Plasters and disappear again." he said and hit me.
"It's okay," I said, looking down.
"It would be better if you were dead, but no, now I have to take care of you while your parents are away!" He screamed angrily.
He is right, it would be better ...
I quickly finished my tasks and went to the bathroom.
I took my blade and put it on my arm. One cut, two cuts and some came together.

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