therapy based songboook

stayed silent

I'm still a bit insecure about writing rap songs because ever since I've actually started building my life back together, I purposely only portrayed myself as intelligent and inspirational. I held back with rap music because I felt like people would look at me differently if I wrote like this. Nonetheless, here's the song

I haven't gotten over depressiøn but I'm so over it

I'm like a heavy alcoholic, tryna get sober and defeat these demons

Card dealers

And I'll keep shuffling, until I find the ace of diamonds in this pile of clovers

I'm still suffering to manage my own cønfidence

It's not that I'm incompetent

I know I'm not

It's complicated

I feel so obligated to meet the standard of a God

I'm discombobulated

You violated the promise that you made on not just one occasion

Hey momma!

Did you know that the mention of you, makes this song R rated?

We start beef and we part ways

I drop beats and your heart breaks

And those calls made, they cause rage

And I start waging wars

I only die for myself

And I'll respawn, spawning my hatred

So long I stayed silent

Don't wanna beg your pardon

But still, i pray to God someday I'll find it in my heart

So long I stayed silent

Don't wanna beg your pardon

But still, i pray to God someday I'll find it in my heart

Maybe I'll find the peace of mind in my imagination

It was never worth a dime

A penny for my thoughts of a world that is run by a republican fundament

They said my money isn't wanted here

It's funny how the value of conversation is segregated by who is and who is not acquainted

The division is in favor of the plentiful pricks

Somebody call em in and tell em the truth

We're men and women too

Not everybody's made equal, I can honestly say

But even if the bricks are uneven, it's still a fine place

Because nobody is useless

The ones who abuse us can't handle the truth, cause the actual truth is

So long I stayed silent

Don't wanna beg your pardon

But still, i pray to God someday I'll find it in my heart

So long I stayed silent

Don't wanna beg your pardon

But still, i pray to God someday I'll find it in my heart

Zero gravity

Moon boots

I've been walking on this surface

I can't see nobody

Sorry but I'm far away from earth

And ain't no internet connection

Ain't no wireless phone service

I walk a lonely road

And I don't even know what I'm searching for

What's authentic anymore

Everybody's always tryna be clever

You too?

Me too

Cause irony is so see through

And these three seconds of Fame artists want beef stew

But I'm too hot

You can't take the heat?

Then don't start the beef

Wanna cool me down?

Blow me

Haha

So long I stayed silent

Don't wanna beg your pardon

But still, i pray to God someday I'll find it in my heart

So long I stayed silent

Don't wanna beg your pardon

But still, i pray to God someday I'll find it in my heart