therapy based songboook

you're not here right now

Genre: rap

You know what?

I'm just gonna say it

If you were here, I wouldn't be as lonely as I am

But it was me who asked you to leave, truthfully

And this is the third time, excuse me

I am always the one who fucks up, usually.

This isn't meant to be lyrical

I thought we were meant to be, in a spiritual symmetry

How come I get so numb?

This is my slump and i feel so numb

I know you're not here right now

I don't wanna get all teary eyed now

Because you won't hear me cry out

But it's worth a try

so whatever

I'll try it out

We made a deal

We said we'll go back to the way that it was in December

I screwed up though

It was my fault

My dependency is my flaw

Too much energy in my heart

There's an inner me that i call

A split personality

And that draws

Attention to the fact that I'm small

I fall apart like wet sand

One more day and I might be a dead man

I know you're not here right now

I don't wanna get all teary eyed now

Because you won't hear me cry out

But it's worth a try

so whatever

I'll try it out