stay - namjin

12

Namjoon woke up in a panic.

There was something wrong.

Really wrong.

But in reality, there was nothing wrong.

Everything was fine.

In Namjoon's mind, however, something was wrong and it needed to be fixed. Namjoon got up from his bed and starting looking for something.

But he didn't know what he was looking for.

After about 15 minutes of flustered searching, he started to break down.

He started sobbing.

He was all alone.

Yoongi was gone, and nobody else he knew lived close enough to him.

But wait...

Namjoon picked up his phone and made a call.

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Jin woke up to his phone ringing.

Who the fuck is calling at 2 in the morning? He thought.

His attitude changed immediately when he saw who was calling him.

"Hello? Namjoon, are you okay?!"

"N-no..."

"It's okay, you don't need to explain if you don't want to. I'll be over soon."

Jin hung up.

Then he walked out to the parking lot to get his car.

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(Namjoon's P.O.V)

I'm going to die.

I'm going to die.

I can't do this anymore.

Help me.

I'm fading away.

I'm.

fading.

away.

Help.

Me.

I hear a voice echoing in my head.

You will die.

They're coming for you.

They're going to take you.

You might as well just kill yourself now.

What?!

Who are they?

What are they?

I back myself into a corner and curl up into a ball.

"P-please get here soon Jin." I whisper to myself.

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Ok so incase you're confused, Namjoon is schizophrenic in this book.

Sorry if you are also schizophrenic and got offended by my portrayal, but I have schizophrenia and this is similar to how my episodes are.

I'm actually truly sorry if you got offended.