this is how i think,how i feel. can't you see it?

i wish i hadn't

i wish i would remember

the time when i was small.

i know i was happy,

but that's what they told me.

i want to replay those play times.

those piggy-back rides,

our laughter, our bruises,

and our scars.

i want to remember.

but now as i see it playback in my head,

scars started bleeding,

tears started pouring.

i wish i hadn't made that wish.

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the truth sometimes is hard to remember especially when it hurts like hell.