Am I stupid to think you actually loved me?
Is it it stupid I actually thought we were meant to be?
I can't look at you the same way
It still hurts that we had to break away
And I'm sorry for being so fucking dumb
Now look at me and how I'm now numb
And fuck!
I actually thought you were
"the one"
It hurts that I can never deserve someone as amazing as you
And although you say its untrue
I'm sorry for acting a fool
The truth is... I still love you
And I can never have you.
I hate myself for what I said
Sometimes I wish I were dead.
You deserve someone else
Someone better
There never was a forever
