A/N: I've changes my username i am not mixedchica any more 😂😂I'm starting to write again and I'm going to be doing her request but in order ♥️~Cherry
Divya
I love Kawhi but I can't keep letting him have his hopes up with me. He wants a child a lot of them and I got pregnant and it didn't work........
"Good morning beautiful how you feel baby" Kawhi said to me as he smiled with joy. We are having a baby finally. "I'm verrrryyy happy" I said to him as I rub my little baby bump "Are you hungry Div I can fix you something if you want" Kawhi said walking into the bathroom "oh no hun I'm fine I can fix my on stuff but Thank you for the offer, do you have practice?" I said looking in the mirror as I walked into the bathroom to start my day "uh yeah but it's just for a few hours nothing major, what you planning for today" he said as he washed his face "Nothing much just baby shopping you know I lovvveee doing that" I said with a bright smile on my face. We started to get ready for our day I love doing my hair it's super long I get it from my parents they're Indian so we have a lot of tricks on how to grow and treat you hair. Kawhi gave me a kiss and left
Today has been pretty boring Kawhi left at 10:00 am and it's only 11:45am so he has some time before he come back home. I might as well go shopping for my little munchkin. As I walked upstairs into the bathroom I felt pains in my stomach I didn't know why so I ignored it. As I walked more they got worse so I got nervous. I called my doctor and scheduled an appointment today. When I was driving I felt the pain again then it stopped I'm so scared. I walked into the doctors office and told them my name. "Hi I am Divya and I came for a doctors appointment" I said nervous "Hi Divya, Dr.Kelton is ready for you" The receptionist said smiling ear to ear. I walked into the room and she was in there must hadn't been a busy day. "Hey Divy-" I screamed to the top my lungs and fell to the ground It felt so bad the pain made my eyes go blurry I felt a liquid coming from my lower area I looked down at my jeans and saw a dark shade of red. "N-no no no no it can't happen to Kawhi wants a baby I want a baby no my baby my babbyyyyyyy" I screamed to the top of my lungs
Flash back over
Kawhi needs someone who can give home a baby. I haven't told him what happened yet I didn't even tell him I was at the hospital. I know when you have a miscarriage you suppose to stay for a little while but I begged to get on and just get check ups and be on bed rest and they agreed. I looked over at my clock and the time read 1:45pm Kawhi was coming home sooner or later. 10 minutes later I hear a door close and a car beep from it being locked "Pretty where you at! Pretty! PRETTYYYY!!!" He yelled louder since I wasn't answering back cause I was crying too hard to answer he walked to the room "Div you didn't hear- babe what's wrong why you crying who the fuck was it do I got it beat a nigga I swear if somebody messed with you while you pregnant especially I swear for god" He said getting anger "That's the thing....I'm not pregnant" I whispered the room went silent you could even here a pin drop
"Wh-what did you just say Divya" Kawhi said as I looked at him I saw his eyes tear up " I had a miscarriage I'm sorry I'm so sorry Kawhi I know it's my fault I'm sorry please forgive me Kawhi please" I said crying "Div why you didn't call me tell me that I would've been there for you for us why you ain't call WHY YOU AINT FUCKING CALL DIVYA" he said as he broke down I held him so tight I so hurt so hurt "Kawhi I wasn't thinking and I'm sorry I was scared to call I wanted to tell you in person I'm sorry" I said as tears streamed down my face uncontrollably
I have to let him go he needs better. I went to closet and started to pack my stuff. I heard Kawhi say something but I was so zoned out "what did you say" I said to him looking confused "Kawhi I said you're not gong any fucking where we gone work through this you not just gone leave" Kawhi said pissed off
"You need better Kawhi" I said sadly he looked at me like I was crazy....hell maybe I am "Fuck you mean You are everything a man needs you can't be serious right now put that that shit down cause ya ain't leaving Divya!" He said with authority in his voice "You need better Kawhi okay you need to be with someone better just move please move" I said trying not to cry "What div we just lost our baby and you le-" I cut him off screaming "YOU NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN HAVE FUCKING BABIES KAWHI ISNT THAT WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT I WANTED IT TOO BUT ITS NOT GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN OK...you don't need me I'm useless for what you want" I said as I looked up to him slowly and saw him crying with a shocked facial expressions "Please Div no don't do this shit you making a damn mistake you're now useless we can try again div I fucking love you baby don't leave" Kawhi Stated to me with his heart "And I love you too....I love you too" I said kissing him slowly "Don't leave div" Kawhi said practically begging at this point " Kawhi....." I said knowing my final decision
CLIFF HANGERRRRRR
HEY GUYSSSSS I missed y'all. Y'all have been showing me so much love now it's my turn to give that love back
Bye ladybugssss♥️
