(These we're all originally separate characters which I decided to merge into one, so I apologize for them being choppy)
(ALSO!! I'm witing this like five months after, but there was different music for each of these chapters, however, because I merged them together I can't put all the music together.... sooo..... sorry T~T)
(Y/n)'s P.O.V.
I stared at myself in the mirror as I changed into my black dress. My (h/c) (h/c) hair was in knots, under my (e/c) orbs were dark black bags. My lips dipped down into a frown.
Instead of my vibrant purple dress that my Savior had given me, I was wearing a black dress. I almost didn't recognize the person who stared back at me. I reached out to the mirror and touched my face, my reflection doing the same as me.
The person who was looking back at me was really me. I didn't look like Ray's princess anymore, more like a prisoner who was locked in a dungeon for years without the light of the sun. I took one last look at my reflection before leaving the bathroom.
I let out an exasperated sigh as I left Ray's room. I should get back to work if I'm going to make this happen. I thought to myself as shut the door behind me.
As I wandered through the halls I took notice of a door that was cracked open. Not just any door but my old bedroom door... Mc's door. I hurried over to make sure things were alright.
As I approached the door I heard soft whimpers, like someone who was crying. I reached out, and with the back of my hand, I pushed the door slightly more open. When I looked into the room I realized who it was. The purple tailcoat sprawled onto the bed. The person who was wearing it in a fetal position clutching a bouquet of purple roses. I felt my chest tighten up at the sight.
This is your fault. A voice told me.
No... No, it's not. I'm just trying to make it better. I responded. I'm doing this for Ray.
Really now? It said, Look at him. He's more miserable then he's ever been in his life. You're doing this for yourself.
No, no I'm not!
Yes, you are. You're selfish. You don't care about Ray, only yourself. If you were doing this for Ray you'd help him escape this place with Mc. Not try to help Mc escape alone. I felt my hand start to ball into a fist. You're selfish.
Stop...
You're so selfish.
No, I'm not!
You only care about yourself. That's why you don't deserve Ray. He deserves to be happy, you don't! I felt my eyes begin to water as my brain continued to throw insults at myself. I quickly turned around and scurried off.
As I was walking I begin to think to myself, was I really doing this for Ray or was I doing this for myself. I'm doing it for Ray. I told myself, I want him to be happy.... As soon as Mc's gone he'll be happy again. With each thought that crossed my mind my steps would slow He'll be happy again with me. I stopped in my tracks and let out a sigh.
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