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"ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʟᴇғᴛ ʟᴏᴜ."
"ᴏʜ ᴡᴀɪᴛ... ɪ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ."

ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ɪ sᴘᴇɴᴛ ɪɴ ᴘʀɪsᴏɴ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ.
sᴜʀᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴘʟᴀɴɴɪɴɢ ᴀ ʜᴇɪsᴛ ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ.

ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ'ᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇɴᴛ ᴍʏ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ʟɪғᴇ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴏᴄʀᴇ ʙɪɴɢᴏ sᴄᴀᴍs ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟᴏᴜ, ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴏᴘʜɪsᴛɪᴄᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀʀᴛ sᴄʜᴇᴍᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴ ᴀssʜᴏʟᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʟᴀᴜᴅᴇ.
ɪ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴇᴍᴘᴛɪɴᴇss ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.

ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜʏ ʟᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs?
ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴇxᴀᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴏғ ʜᴏᴡ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠɪɴɢ ɪ ᴡᴀs.

"ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʟᴏᴜ's ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴊᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴜᴍᴘɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀʙ ᴡᴀs."
"ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ's ʙᴇsᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇʀ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʀᴜɪɴᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs ǫᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ."

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