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wednesday,july 7,2018

-jungkook-

today is the day where i visit her.

i brought white roses.i hope she'll like it.

"hello,welcome home."

before i even knock,i hear a loud thud on the floor.

"hello? hello?! ms?!"

i tried opening the door,but it was no use.

i used all my strength and kicked the door.

there a saw a young looking woman.my age i guess,she's at the floor.she must've fainted.

that's okay,kookie.she just fainted.she'll be alright.

i dial 911 and after a few minutes,they arrived.

before leaving,i saw a note on the coffee table.

i love you,too.

that's where i lost it.

i cried.

i then went to the hospital with them.

"sir,what's your relationship with ms y/n l/n?"

y/n,that's her name.

i'll treasure that name forever.

"i-i'm her b-boyfriend."

"please come with us."

"sir...?"

"jungkook,just call me that."

"sir jungkook,yes.apparently,we have bad news."

"she's in a critical condition right now.we found out that heart attacks ran in her family.she had a heart attack this afternoon."

"she doesn't look very good,but we'll do our very best."

"can i visit her?"

"i'm sorry,sir but you can't.if you do,she'll have little chance of living."

"i see,can you explain—"

"i'm sorry,sir but i won't be able to answer that question."

"...right.please put these roses on a vase,take care of them.i'll come back tomorrow."

"yes,right away."

after that,the doctor left.

i then realized,

i've never said my first hello to her.

to my first love.