letters ✕ horan

n i n e t e e n

celebratory chapter :))))

*about two weeks later*

dear niall,

yeah I'm still going to write these

just because I pretty much plan on

never seeing you again doesn't mean

I love you any less

I still love you so much

and to know that you love me just

the same makes things ten times

more painful

I want to be with you I really do

but I promise I will only bring you down

I've spent the past two weeks

on my couch eating Chinese take-out

or running trying to clear my head

I found an affordable apartment

in New York

so I've started packing my things

my parents said they will pay

the first years rent which is good

but it would be even greater if

they would actually visit me

and help me move

honestly

I can't wait to leave them and this

plain white suffocating house

on a better note

teen wolf is back on

I wonder if your watching it

that's really one of the things we

really loved to do together

lounge around and talk about teen wolf

I know where losers

but let's be honest Lydia and Stiles

are meant to be

but I can't watch it and not think

about you

about how we laughed at Stiles clumsiness

or how we (mostly me) cried when

Allison and Adien died

or how we screamed in triumph

when they whooped someone's ass

and when I got scared I would nuzzle

my head in your chest

honestly it not the show I love anymore

it's the memories I have watching it

but now all I really have is teen wolf

and it's all my fault

I couldn't get Emily to go to New York

with me

she said she wanted to wait a year

before she goes to Uni.

I just ready to start new

I want you to let me go

and then maybe I can let you go

but right now

I am so in love with you Niall Horan

and always will

- the girl who did sit two seats behind

you or melody

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helloooo my lovelies

I hope everything is going well

everything is going pretty swell for me

why you ask? BECAUSE I JUST HIT 1K READS you really have no idea how much this means to me. and also the sequel is coming out soon and I'm beyond excited. I really hope y'all will read it:) and after this chapter there will only be two chapters left counting and epilogue:o this book has gone by so fast and I couldn't be anymore greatful than I am for the most amazing readers. y'all have stuck through this book even tho it sucks and I'm so greatful for that! I love you guys so much <3

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