Catch me if you Can ❤ JJK FF

the better version of myself ❤

I get up in morning feeling a huge pain in my lower back due the bad position i slept in last night i slowly opened my eyes feeling the urge to go wash my body but it's basically my first day here I really have a lot of things to do right now for example i have no shampoo or body wash or lotion i got no food or clothes i just had some old t-shirt and jeans i had it since forever I can't remember the last time i get to do shopping or taking care of myself if i go to university in this state  the colleagues will probably make fun of me i really do look like a trash i really want to do alot of things like painting this white wall or bought a new pillows or just making my house feel more like me cause now it's not personalised at all. first of all i took a bath with only hot water that would make my hair and body less dirty i put on casual clothes white t-shirt with bleu boyfriend jeans i feel it bcame my uniform lately
I quickly diyed my black hair it's really a pain dealing with long hair i want to cut it short so bad but i'm so afraid i'll regret later

I put on my cap and my snickers i grab my bagages looking for my perfume to smell more clean and fresh i hate when people do things to me usually they all only judge by the looks and since i'm not home nobody know me here i wannabe good for them i grabbed my keys and money and get lost from ma house

When i was walking alone in the street the morning breeze give me chills from some reason i feel more free and stable i feel so much more stronger then the way i used to be i kinda like it i want to celebrate my new self by taking care of it.  this past years taught me to love myself more nobody would be there for me i get to realise that real friends doesn't exist in this life when my dad pass out nobody ever cared for me my friends basically just trew me looks of pety in my first breakup i coudn't even cry freely because I was afraid my sister will hear my sobbing  this world would never smile to weak people as they say the pain rather break you down or make you stronger i prefer the second choice so from now on and here i will never trust nobody i'll never be that girl again my only source of love and adoration is my family only

When my morning walk get to it end i notice a beauty salon near a huge maul so i intered it's so flashy with bleu purple wall with huge mirrors in almost everywhere big white chandelier make me feel like i'm in club or something i took a sit beside a girl was washing her black hair i accidently heard her saying that she wanted to cut her hair and drying it crazy colour it was maroon i already like this girl she seem so cool when I took a peekaboo her way she totally an asian it seems like she sensed my presence because she gave me an cold glare i returned it with smug smile

"what with the look did i look like i was waiting for a bitch to take that seat get lost it already taken"  she seems annoyed well that's totally fine with me

"who hurt you. you got alot of nerve bitch "  i smirked her way

"don't you dare start a fight with me you will get immediately evaporate if my ankle wasn't injured"

She looked away from me to the other direction i now really want to know her story she seems so special in a way she seemed so aggressive that it's so unnecessary people usually will hate her but she can't fool me i know she's hurt in a way or another

"i don't like this kind of jokes"  i told her with unemotional face

One of the dressers give a catalogue to choose my new hair style it's all so expensive but i had to do it anyway

" a light brown would look gorgeous on you " the girl besides me speak something inexplicable

" yes please i would like to get straight light brown hair " i told the hairdresser she nodded slowly and start doing my hair

I took this chance to try to know more about now the red haired girl

"  yo nasty who the person you're keeping this place for " i asked her curiously