Catch me if you Can ❤ JJK FF

THE LAST SQUARE ❄

ACT TWO:

AFTER FOUR YEARS :

It looks like the law of attraction I started four years ago finally get to it ends..
I felt a mixture of emotions running through my veins reaching my drummer heart beats, this is the day I've been waiting for the past few years when I came here for the first time I knew It isn't going to be easy that basically explain the amount of anxiety attacks I've been through lately, I have lost the quarter of my old weight during my unstable spiritual state I couldn't swallow any kind of food or sleep five hours straight without waking up scattered throughout my scary nightmare that contains the scenes of the day I lost my dad or forgetting about the source of hope that will forbid my most valuable human in my pitiful life from having the happiness she missed when she was younger I was afraid from destroying her already smashed life she's basically the reason why my lungs still functioning and I can't be more thankful, I wanna thank her every single second for getting me something to sacrifice for

Today is my graduation ceremony...

Gratefully me being sacrifier turn on in way I didn't expected, that reason why my breathing are still stable it's not valuable today I officially lost it..
I'm the winner..
Me being the responsable bigger sister chart me as the top 100 students that UNCA are honoured to get it in
This morning was my victory that I received in a mailing postal address that eventually congratulated me for saving my family

I'll finally come back home..  ♥

Even if I can't be bothered to the right ended trip in the states I can't help but feel emptied, the same usual feeling  .. Again

Me having great friends that drill deeply into my mind just the pleasant memories,  they just started to penetrate the small pieces of my broken heart with is strange power
Sakura....Jane...Jimin.

I'll never forget you, you have no idea how because of you I tested happiness again I'll never been able to feel it in my sweetest dreams

Talking about my friends the cheesy couple aka Jimin and Jane are here already to get me to the university I've practicing my personal speech in the graduation letter that why I got stray a little bit

" what we got here congratulations on quitting your zombie state you look so much more easy to the eye now " Jane teased but I still smelled the same feeling I got it from her for a while I knew them I can get to them more now that I'm officially psychologist

I just smiled to them not mentioning that sad look in jimin face he also know I'm going to leave next week I was the one basically that get them to be together I tested all my psychology issues with them they should be grateful to me

" Let's move I'm completely ready "
I said with reassuring smile

When we got to the large Hall I started getting anxiety disorder in my head successfully getting to hide my troublesome tears I started around me there be one more student before my turn will come up I took a  deep breath waiting passionately for my turn I strangely felt a pair of eyes on me and I immediately doubt on someone dangerously start getting my attention this days but I always end up ignoring my strange intuition since I don't have any sort of evidence but I wanted to catch him staring at me publicly so I just looked at him back smiling shyly or pretending to be
I always felt something about that professor jongin he's hot tho I won't lie maybe that why I ignored my bad feeling towards him he was very nice with me this past years